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Monday, November 22nd, 2010 by Greg
 
My readers may not be aware, but freemasonry is a very delicate subject for me! Very! It makes me grieved inside, if I think about it too hard!
When I first became a born-again Christian something wasn’t right the generational curse of mental illness wasn’t gone! I almost wondered if I made a true commitment for the Lord! It was hard to open the bible too!
You see, I was diagnosed SMI (Seriously Mentally Ill) at a young age of 15. I had a lot of problems in school with peers and even teachers! My mother took me in and out of counselors. I was prescribed on many different pills, from prozac to lithium to effexor, etc, etc. Nothing got better it covered up my problem. when I was 16 I locked myself in my room for 6 months. A lot of this is difficult for me to talk about and hasn’t been brought up much in my blogging.
I’m not going to go into too many detials right now or share my full testimony. It’s just not the time, but I had a lot of problems. And the church I was saved at didn’t teach in generational curses so I remained bound up. It wasn’t until I saw Bob Larson on TBN and I met my old friend Jay on a men’s retreat did the reality of generational curses become a reality.
My friend Jay was trained by Bob Larson and helped pray for people for healing and deliverance and breaking generational curses in Phoenix. Bob Larson moved his ministry nearby in Scottsdale a suburb of Phoenix, AZ my hometown and was kicked off TBN! But, during that time God began waking me up! God allowed me to meet Jay on purpose!
I started going to a deliverance ministry in Phoenix, AZ he was part of. The first time they did deliverance on me. I began manifesting with demons. “Christians can’t have demons” is a lie from the pit of hell plaguing the church that I used to beleive. They forget we are part of a three part being body, soul, spirit. Our spirit belongs to God. The holy spirit owns us or posses us so no we can’t be possessed but we can definitely be oppressed!
I’m not here to argue doctrine with anyone. I know what I know. I have a good friend I wish would wake up to reality they are bound up with the spirit of control and need deliverance! It stems from their family and their boss! And their church is another one not doing anything about anything and people stay the same. No holy spirit doing anything. And demons probably scare them! we have the power in Jesus’ name! but, still if you aren’t walking with God or don’t know what you’re doing, I woudln’t advise it!
Anyways. I used to manifest, I wasn’t doing it. Evil women sounding witches laughing was coming. I’m a first generation beleiver. My family is the occult. They let so many demons and spirits into our lineage! It took years for a complete healing and restoration within me! After my mother who raised me after going to this holy spirit meeting on a regular basis and my brother too they coudln’t believe I was Greg! I was different, healed and delivered! I had so much to renounce and break in my lineage! So much!
Anyways, when I started going to this group. I was exposed to freemasonry. I never heard it. But, just like having just about everything else in my bloodline as a first generation believer. I also had freemasonry. I didn’t know what it was. I had to be expalined what it was. It sounded weird to me like some sci-fi thing. I told my older saved brother (who ended up majorly hurting and betraying me later) about this. He was always critical and skeptical of deleiverance too. Eventhough he has a rare diabling disease his dad has. He was a typical “religious Christian” on his viewpoint on the holy spirit and deliverance.
I know it’s real because I was a part, but he told me our grandparents our mom’s parents were freemasons. I was surprised. I knew they were Christian Scientists another occult. My grandmother tried to kill my mom when she was young, my mother tried pulling the same thing on me! My grandmother died in 1977 before I was born. My grandfather died in 1986, when I was 6 of alzheimer’s I don’t remember him much. But, my brother showed me a picture of their grave near Toledo, Ohio sadly and unfortunately they had the two freemason symbols above on their gravestone, they paied honor to it even in their death! The one is the main symbol, then the star is the Eastern Star the lady’s branch! They technically paid homage and honor to the devil on their gravestone! This is why the subject is hard for me!
Freemasonry is so common in America and Europe, their lodges with different names like the moose lodge and the elks lodge, and the Shriners (the guys with the funny hats in the parades) and masojnic lodges are everywhere. Sometimes with “The order of…” in their title. Often the word “Lodge” at the end and their commonly used symbols make them known. There’s a major street right here in Hot Springs, Arkansas named after a well-known 33rd degree freemason who wrote an authoritative book! His name is Albert Pike! There’s a lodge here too on another major street called Grand.
When people jin they think their joining a social or gentlemen’s club or a ladie’s club if it’s the Eastern Star. Even there are masonic hospitals around the country. Entry level it does seem innocent too, but it’s not. There are different levels of graduating from level to level, people have come out of the higher levels and said what goes on. It is a secret organization. And they have harsh penalties revealing their secrets!
It ultimately is devil, baal, baphomet, moloch, etc the old gods of the bible worship and very demonic. Because it is so extensive and so many levels and degrees. If one has freemasonry in their bloodline a lot of evil oaths and such must be renounced (I know the Lord can heal one instantenously this wasn’t the case with me!) One oath they do on the lungs, when I renounced that I was healed of asthma instantenously that I was diagnosed with at the tender age of 3!
Yes, generational curses are real, it’s unfair, but true! (See Exodus 34:6-7, Deuteronomy 11:26-28).
I’ve been talking about the Illuminati the rich elite who run this planet and their New World Order agenda (even printed on our money). The illuminati are freemasons. But, not all freemasons are illuminati. but, freemasonry is still evil and demonic! This is the purpose of the blog. Our political leaders and most of our presidents were freemaons. George Washington our first president was posed in a statue like the pose of baphomet his common image Washington and Benjamin Franklin were even freemasons! Most signers of our Declaration of indepence were and most presidents have been. Truman and FDR and LBJ were some of the most evil one’s and high level one’s! Freemasonry accepts “Christianity” and the Catholic church who I believe is the Great Harlot in Revelation 17 has began to embrace freemasonry!
The bible says in Hosea 4:6 my people perish for lack of knowledge. I will expose drakness like Ephesians 5:11 tells me to do.
Good freemasonry sites explaining contrary to God’s word, and Christians beware, and devil worship and breaking it!
http://bibleprobe.com/freemasonry.htm
http://www.wayoflife.org/fbns/beware-freemasonry.html
http://www.bewarechristian.com/why_some_professing_christians_are_cursed
Breaking Freemaonry Bondages in Jesus’ name! You may be surprised to learn it’s in your bloodline, it’s pretty common, ask the holy spirit! maybe it’s the knowledge needed to get healed in Jesus’ name!
http://www.isaiah54.org/freemasonry.html
http://www.generational-curse.com/
http://www.godsbibletruth.com/GenerationalCurses.html
http://www.trafford.com/06-2566
http://www.freedom-ministries.com/html/Category-1-0.html
http://www.afii.org/generationalcurses.htm
http://www.answers2prayer.org/bible_questions/Answers/deliverance/generational.html
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Thursday, July 15th, 2010 by Greg
Mark 4:35-40 “That day when evening came, he said to his disciples, “Let us go over to the other side.” Leaving the crowd behind, they took him along, just as he was, in the boat. There were also other boats with him. A furious squall came up, and the waves broke over the boat, so that it was nearly swamped. Jesus was in the stern, sleeping on a cushion. The disciples woke him and said to him, “Teacher, don’t you care if we drown?” He got up, rebuked the wind and said to the waves, “Quiet! Be still!” Then the wind died down and it was completely calm. He said to his disciples, “Why are you so afraid? Do you still have no faith?”
Yesterday was a very interesting special day for me. I’ve been going through the storms, trials and tribulations for the past 8 years on and off. Sometimes I
feel like we must go through them to get God to the point He is taking us. We just might not be able to handle the big good awesome things He’s about ready to do! We also might have to really get educated by God through life! Man and employers trust your reputation more to hire you if you have experience and/or an education. God is the same way if He has a job for us to do, He’ll give us an education in life to get us to our place in Him to do what He has called us to do “a job” to do!
If I’m going through rough times right now, trials, tribulations and storms in life, you may ask why yesterday was a good day? Well recently on my Myspace and Facebook I got confirmation in my spirit when my status said “Greg is coming out of the wildnerness into His promised land!” I wrote it out of my faith.
Well, here’s what happened yesterday… In the morning I was kind of down in the dumps and depressed. Around lunch time I was strolling through a park here in town. On the sidewalk I was walking with a Christian lady friend I made. She was creeped out, she looked down at the sidewalk and asked “is that a snake or a worm?” I had to look closely, it was a worm, I’m a dude it didn’t really creep me out. Just one of God’s creatures!
As we walked further down the sidewalk it was kind of odd but there were several like 20-30 on the sidewalk, I didn’t look closely at them but they did appear to all be dead. I thought it was kind of odd, but my mind has been so busy on life lately, I didn’t really think about it too much! I forgot all about it. She got on the bus I got on the bus, we went our separate ways to achieve our endeavors for the day.
Later on that evening around 5ish here I was almost done with my computer internet time at the library. My status I wrote was something like “The sun is beginning to come out of the storm.” I wasn’t talking about a literal storm, the storms in my life. It was weird, here in Hot Springs it hadn’t rained for several days and late at night, not the evening, maybe a week or two ago. A downpour came in! I wasn’t expecting it, I hadn’t heard the news! It rained for a good three hours at least sometimes hard! I got soaked going home! As I was waking getting soaked I was literally laughing! I honestly thought it was funny and maybe a sign. God reminded me about the worms earlier that day. And I knew there was something I needed to learn. Growing up in Phoenix, Arizona it rarely rains, I don’t remember seeing the worm thing before! I knew I had to research on the internet what I had to learn. I did remember there was a corrolation between worms and rain, this was before the rain came in. I asked someone who might know. He just said worms come out during a storm to get out of the dirt not to drown. Which made sense but this was 5 hours before any rain came in and it had been days! He didn’t understand why?
I found a couple websites that are ministering to me and the holy spirit is showing me stuff. First off, God calls the junk and sin in our life “worms”! There’s also a reason dead bodies after our spirit leaves them and goes to one of two places gets infested with worms. It was our flesh our sinful bodies, which we are now “dead” to and alive somewhere. These worms were in fact dead, now that I look back!
A website ( http://www.jstor.org/pss/2451329 states: “During the rain in Washington, D.C. on the 20th of March my attention was attracted to the earthworms so abundant on the paths, the sidewalks and the streets of the city.” Some were large, some small; some active, some sluggish; some alive many dead. I had noticed their presence before, during January and February in the Capitol grounds, especially on the pavements. I suppose then they had simply come of some rubbish lying along the sides of the walls, and that they would straggle back again. I have since come to a different conclusions-a conclusion which is effect, that few indeed of those which come out are able to, or at least seldom really do, straggle back.”Wow I see all kinds of things in this guys writings! So much from the holy spirit, it is very deep! I hope you all get a witness in your spirit! First off we are made of the ground, the dirt, we come out of the rain and storms in life. Then our worms go, we become more like our spirit man which should reflect Christ. Some of our “worms” in life are large, some are small! We can either coming out of our storm be active or sluggish depending on how fast we learn, but we do eventually come out of the storm when our focus is on Christ! Some will die, some will live on! (read that again! there’s a second death, the bible calls hell hades and the lake of fire!). Some people will even go back to their “worms” and remain in storms in life!
I ask “How long have you been in your storm or your “worm?” Will you come out? It may be a bit scary to come out of your rubbish and see the light! And you may be sluggish, but “The Light” is there!” “Have trust and have faith to get out of the boat and step on the water!”
Bible Commentary (source: http://atheism.about.com/b/2005/11/20/bible-commentary-jesus-calms-the-storm-mark-435-40.htm: Jesus Calms the Storm (Mark 4:35-40)
Sunday November 20, 2005
Jesus Calms the Storm (Mark 4:35-40) During the trip across the Sea of Galilee, a large storm comes up – so large that the boat threatens to sink after so much water has entered it. How Jesus manages to stay asleep though this is unknown, but traditional commentaries on the passage say that he slept deliberately in order to test the faith of the apostles. If that is the case, then they failed, because they were so scared that they woke Jesus up to find out whether he cared if they all drowned.”
That is bizarre too! I do find Jesus has felt like He has been sleeping and not answering me too! Look what you’ll find and be shown if you walk after the spirit!
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Thursday, July 15th, 2010 by Greg
Job 8:7 Your beginnings will seem humble, so prosperous will your future be.
(Jeremiah 29:11 “For I know the plans I have for you,” declares the LORD, “plans to prosper you and not to harm you, plans to give you hope and a future.”)(Matthew 10:39, Matthew 16:25, Mark 8:34, Mark 8:35, Luke 9:24, Luke 17:33, John 12:25)
DO NOT DESPISE SMALL BEGINNINGS!
Remember the story of Job? Job was extremely wealthy — enjoying a wonderful family. Then tragedy struck. He lost his wealth. His children were killed and his wife deserted him. Then Job lay in excruciating pain, covered with sores from head to toe. All this was too much for Job. He accused the Lord of being unjust. God didn’t answer Job’s accusation directly. He merely raised questions concerning the wonders of His creation. Three of these questions found in Job 38:31, 32, illustrate the dynamic logic conveyed in God’s questions.
Canst thou bind the sweet influences of Pleiades, or loose the bands of Orion? Canst thou guide Arcturus with his sons?
ORION
“Canst thou . . . loose the bands of Orion?” Garrett P. Serviss, the noted astronomer, wrote about the bands of Orion12 in his book CURIOSITIES OF THE SKY.
At the present time this band consists of an almost perfect straight line, a row of second-magnitude stars about equally spaced and of the most striking beauty. In the course of time, however, the two right-hand stars, Mintaka and Alnilam, will approach each other and form a naked-eye double; but the third, Alnitak, will drift away eastward so that the band will no longer exist.
In other words, one star is traveling in a certain direction at a certain speed, a second one is traveling in a different direction at a second speed, and the third one is going in a third direction and at a still different speed. Actually every star in Orion is traveling its own course, independent of all the others. Thus, these stars that we see forming one of the bands of Orion are like three ships out on the high seas that happen to be in line at the present moment, but in the future will be separated by thousands of miles of ocean. In fact, all these stars that at the present time constitute the constellation of Orion are bound for different ports, and all are journeying to different corners of the universe, so that the bands are being dissolved.
THE PLEIADES
“Canst thou bind the sweet influence of the Pleiades . . . ?” Notice the amazing astronomical contrast with the Pleiades. The seven stars of the Pleiades are in reality a grouping of 250 suns. Photographs now reveal that 250 blazing suns in this group are all traveling together in one common direction. Concerning this cluster, Isabel Lewis of the United States Naval Observatory tells us: 13
Astronomers have identified 250 stars as actual members of this group, all sharing in a common motion and drifting through space in the same direction.
Elsewhere Lewis speaks of them as “journeying onward together through the immensity of space.”
From Lick Observatory came this statement of Dr. Robert J. Trumpler:14
Over 25,000 individual measures of the Pleiades stars are now available, and their study led to the important discovery that the whole cluster is moving in a southeasterly direction. The Pleiades stars may thus be compared to a swarm of birds, flying together to a distant goal. This leaves no doubt that the Pleiades are not a temporary or accidental agglomeration of stars, but a system in which the stars are bound together by a close kinship.
Dr. Trumpler said that all this led to an important discovery. Without any reference whatsoever to the Book of Job, he announced to the world that these discoveries prove that the stars in the Pleiades are all bound together and are flying together like a flock of birds as they journey to their distant goal. That is exactly what God said. “Canst thou bind the sweet influences of Pleiades?” In other words, Canst thou keep them bound together so that they remain as a family of suns?
INCREDIBLE! God’s laws of cosmology are loosing or dissolving the constellation Orion. Sometime in the far distant future, Orion will be no more. Conversely, wonder of wonders — every last one of the 250 blazing suns in the Pleiades are ordained of God to orbit together in their symmetrical beauty throughout eternity.
ARCTURUS
“Canst thou guide Arcturus with his sons?” Garrett P. Serviss wrote:15
Arcturus, one of the greatest suns in the universe, is a runaway whose speed of flight is 257 miles per second. Arcturus, we have every reason to believe, possesses thousands of times the mass of our sun. Think of it! Our sun is traveling only 12 ½ miles a second, but Arcturus is traveling 257 miles a second. Think then of the prodigious momentum this motion implies.
A further observation of Arcturus by Serviss reveals: 16
It could be turned into a new course by a close approach to a great sun, but it could only be stopped by collision head on with a body of enormous mass. Barring such accidents, it must, as far as we can see, keep on until it has traversed our stellar system, whence it may escape and pass out into space beyond to join perhaps one of those other island universes of which we have spoken.
Charles Burckhalter, of the Chabot Observatory, added an interesting note regarding this great sun: 17
This high velocity places Arcturus in that very small class of stars that apparently are a law unto themselves. He is an outsider, a visitor, a stranger within the gates; to speak plainly, Arcturus is a runaway. Newton gives the velocity of a star under control as not more than 25 miles a second, and Arcturus is going 257 miles a second. Therefore, combined attraction of all the stars we know cannot stop him or even turn him in his path.
When Mr. Burckhalter had his attention called to this text in the book of Job, he studied it in the light of modern discovery and made a statement that has attracted worldwide attention:18
The study of the Book of Job and its comparison with the latest scientific discoveries has brought me to the matured conviction that the Bible is an inspired book and was written by the One who made the stars.
The wonders of God’s universe never cease to amaze us. Arcturus and his sons are individual runaway suns that seem to be out of orbit in our galaxy. Traveling at such incredible speeds, why don’t they crash with other suns or planets? Where are they headed? Only God knows. Indeed they are not runaways. They will not crash. Why? God is guiding them.
The Lesson of The Pleiades, Orion, and Arcturus
Few have suffered the multiple tragedies of Job. How could God reach through the enormity of Job’s self-pity? (Job thought God just didn’t care.) In these three questions (Job 38:31, 32) God is in reality saying:
Job, you think I am not concerned about your suffering. Well, let Me ask you these questions. Can you loose the bands of Orion? No, you cannot. But My Divine power will. Some day Orion will no longer exist. Job, can you bind the 250 stars of the Pleiades together in their symmetry of beauty and not have a single one drift off? Only I have this power and wisdom. Can you prevent the runaways — Arcturus and his sons — from colliding as they go dashing out of the Milky Way? No, only My Divine power and wisdom can.
Job, if I am caring for the details of the universe, do you doubt that I not only care for the details of your life, but I have the ability to solve your problems? Trust that there is a good reason I am permitting these tragedies. Remember, Job, I work from the perspective of your eternal welfare.
What an awesome way God chose to tell Job that He was in full control of human affairs, including Job’s life!
The Lesson of Job for Us
Some write off the history of Job as Old Testament folklore. Whoever heard of God talking to a man! These are hand-me-down tales! However, the account of Job cannot be gainsaid. Whatever the method of communication used by God, the astonishing facts cannot be refuted. These scientific facts recorded in the book of Job concerning the Pleiades, Orion and Arcturus anticipated scientific discovery by nearly 3,000 years. Scientists only discovered these startling facts in the Twentieth Century, yet they were recorded in the book of Job nearly 3000 years ago. What an awesome confirmation of the Bible! Who can doubt the Bible is the inspired word of God? Yes, the book of Job has a powerful, exclusive lesson for modern man. Twentieth Century science has proven God’s Word, the Bible, is true.
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Thursday, July 15th, 2010 by Greg
Ever since moving to Hot Springs, Arkansas I’ve had a string of weird things happen to me. I had a guy who never met me before in a place I was applying at to work (and I was nice and respectful) ask me where I was from. Then said “let me give you a suggestion, head on the highway head south and get the hell out of town!”
I had another weird experience; where I threw away trash in a “private dumpster!” ” that is in the world! I have Ephesians 6 armor too! (Ephesians 6:10-18) And no weapon formed against me shall prosper! (Isaiah 54:17)
The latest experience was on Friday evening. This lady I had never seen before was sitting on an air-conditioning thing across the street from where I stay, she said something weird like she was looking to get into a place before 7:00 pm. I asked her if she was homeless, if she didn’t have a place? She asked “why?” she kept talking and saying weird things, I was a distance from her, she called me over. I walked over. Then she didn’t flat out say it, but she indicated that she was prostituting, she said she is “good at everything.” She smiled about it. I politely told her “no thank you” “I don’t believe in sex outside of marriage.” I walked away.
I had seen prostitutes walking the streets before, but I never had one trying to pick me up. the looks of this lady you would never guess she was one either. If she really needed a place I might have considered helping her out with money, if I had it, but definitely no services! I wasn’t really disgusted, I was saddened. There was no temptation at all there, some men there would be. I just love my future wife too much to do such a thing! You can love your future spouse even before meeting them! This is why I made a commitment to stay a virgin until marriage at a young age! I also just love myself and God too much. Paul said we are temples of the holy spirit! (1 Corinthians 6:19 “Do you not know that your body is a temple of the Holy Spirit, who is in you, whom you have received from God? You are not your own;”) A lot really don’t grasp the implications of that! God’s holiness/perfection exists within us! We’re not perfect, but God is perfecting us. His power, His word, His promises, His holiness, exist right in us! We can do what He can do and have what He promised us and do what His word said we can do. I almost sound like Joel Osteen here! But, God is really beginning to show me this. He wants us to respect our bodies. Not sin in them. No sin! Because He has called us to holiness and perfection. I often wonder why it’s hard for some Christians to grasp Christians having and being influenced by demons? Are we perfect yet or 100% clean or whole yet? no. But, His spirit dwells in us, but we’re not 100% clean yet? think about it! By the way we’re a three part being (1 Thessalonians 5:23 “May God himself, the God of peace, sanctify you through and through. May your whole spirit, soul and body be kept blameless at the coming of our Lord Jesus Christ.”). God owns our spirit, but our mortal bodies are in this world! Our mind is too! Our mind is a process! (Romans 12:2 “Do not conform any longer to the pattern of this world, but be transformed by the renewing of your mind. Then you will be able to test and approve what God’s will is—his good, pleasing and perfect will.”)
I also know this young lady (no names mentioned in respect) about one to two years younger then I am in this town, she goes to all the places in town that help you out, (feeding, clothes, etc), she admitted to me recently running into her walking down the street that she has been homeless in Hot Springs going on two years in October! She said she grew up here and really knows no where else. I’ve over heard her discuss her sex addiction. Though she doesn’t call it an addiction, I do from what I heard out of her mouth! On many occasions. I’m sure if I was like most men again it wouldn’t be hard! For whatever reason I feel empathy towards her, I’ve ran into her several times. In some ways we can relate in our family circumstances. I’ve been trying to be her friend. At times she ignores you when you ask her something. Or she can be really nasty! I ignore her! I feel led to help her! The Lord will show me how. Right now it’s just being her friend. A lot don’t realize who meet her, but she has a few really dark foul demonic spirits. I’ve seen them manifest somewhat, and my spiritual discernment I know what it is. Most people are no threat to the enemy and really don’t have the holy spirit, so they don’t stir up her spirits. This is the case with most Christians in the church too, they’re ignorant of anyone who really needs healing and deliverance! And are oblivious to demons and people with demons right in-front of them! Demons are as common today as they were in Jesus’ day. Maybe even more common with how sinful the world is! No one really was stirring them up then either in Jesus’ day, except Jesus! They feared Him! I want the devil and demons to fear me! And no who I am and be frightened of me!
If I had sex outside of marriage, I don’t know if I could live with myself! I’ve met many married Christians who got married and told me how hard it was to tell their spouse that they didn’t wait. Sex isn’t just sex when you really truly are in-love and marry the person God wants you to marry. It is so much deeper then that! Paul describes it as a mystery. Married couples understand this mystery! Also Paul compares marriage to Christ and the church! (Ephesians 5:22-33)
I know another young lady (another person I’m trying to be friends with) in town who’s just lazy really doesn’t need as much deliverance or healing, as just doesn’t really believe in themselves (I think they listened to people too much!) and lives in a mental health group home in-town. Those places are bad news! I was in one not here in this town, though. Before the Lord started healing and delivering me of my own mental illness! They never acknowledge spiritual warfare, most of the church doesn’t either! Nor generational curses or proper healing from the holy spirit. I know about this stuff first hand, but it took years in and out of “churches” to find the truth! Most don’t even really have the holy spirit, or get filled by Him either. Most of the church from my experiences are dead and asleep and also very religious (modern day pharisees and sadducees)! Helping no one! It is quite sad! Look at what Jesus said?:
Matthew 10:8 “Heal the sick, raise the dead, cleanse those who have leprosy, drive out demons. Freely you have received, freely give.”
Wow! Where’s the church/the body? Sometimes I too feel weak spiritually to do such things, but the holy spirit exists in me! The holy spirit in you is the power, we are God’s hands! I also wonder where the church is when there is no preaching about trials, tribulations and storms in life? Also many “Christians” who never experienced any?!?!?! What’s the deal? I think it’s just religion and “church”. Jesus warned us about persecution, trials and tribulations quite heavily in the word. Just last week on Myspace and Facerbook I put my status as “Greg is coming out of the wilderness into his promised land.” I got so much confirmation in my spirit that that was true! After I posted it! Sometimes it’s our beliefs and speaking things into existance as well, we have his holy spirit! I’ve been through 8 years of tests, trials and tribulations! I’ve been compared to Job in the bible countless times! I can’t wait until that last chapter of Job!
I know Hot Springs is where the Lord has called me! I have a destiny, purpose and plan here. God recently told me not only has He called me but He had chosen me! I have these ministry ideas that I know are directly from Him! They’re going to come to pass cause it’s His will I’m just a vessel. In order for God to use us, He must mold us and shape us and let us die to ourselves and our flesh so He can use us properly! (see recent blogs by me about God’s will) This is the whole reason behind trials, tribulations and storms! I’m one person, one vessel in a small corner of the globe. I can’t do it all! I can only do my small part of what God has called me to do! What about you?
I don’t want you all to get the wrong idea of Hot Springs, it is a great place and I can speak highly of it in many ways, but there is also spiritual warfare and a need no matter where you go including a small town like here, apparently! There’s a lot of churches, but I wonder how many are really meeting the needs of the people and really doing the Lord’s work? I want to go where the Lord is working and He will bless the works of my hands, I have found a few places like that! I don’t just want to sit in church and get entertained, I get more out of ministering on the nearby street corner! I will go to the places where some won’t go, and the places that seem to be doing the greatest work, helping the homeless, the widows, the orphans. Sadly there is a men’s shelter in Hot Springs and it is bad news! I’ve been in 17 states and a lot of churches feel the same way! God is going to spew out lukewarmness (Revelation 3:16 “So, because you are lukewarm—neither hot nor cold—I am about to spit you out of my mouth.”)! And how many times is Jesus turned away in “church”? Too much! Look at Jesus’ Parable/words!:
Matthew 25:32-41 And before him shall be gathered all nations: and he shall separate them one from another, as a shepherd divideth his sheep from the goats:
And he shall set the sheep on his right hand, but the goats on the left.
Then shall the King say unto them on his right hand, Come, ye blessed of my Father, inherit the kingdom prepared for you from the foundation of the world:
For I was an hungred, and ye gave me meat: I was thirsty, and ye gave me drink: I was a stranger, and ye took me in: Naked, and ye clothed me: I was sick, and ye visited me: I was in prison, and ye came unto me. Then shall the righteous answer him, saying, Lord, when saw we thee an hungred, and fed thee? or thirsty, and gave thee drink? When saw we thee a stranger, and took thee in? or naked, and clothed thee?
Or when saw we thee sick, or in prison, and came unto thee? And the King shall answer and say unto them, Verily I say unto you, Inasmuch as ye have done it unto one of the least of these my brethren, ye have done it unto me. Then shall he say also unto them on the left hand, Depart from me, ye cursed, into everlasting fire, prepared for the devil and his angels:
I believe by Jesus’ words here if we have the truth in us and are born-again and do nothing, we are cast out of Heaven into Hell. Some may say they were never truly saved, maybe, that is a debate I won’t discuss here (maybe another blog), but it makes sense how can someone have God’s holy spirit and love in them, then sit idly on by and ignore people in need? Or turn them away or kick them out? Out of church! I’ve even had it happen to me a few times! I’m quite shocked over the years how most Christians and churches have treated me, to tell you the truth! Very sad!
A lot don’t see it but church is often not of God, and led by His holy spirit. Some churches are dead. In fact the churches grew during Hitler’s evil reign! Look it up it’s history! The Nazis took them over and they grew. Too many American churches today gave their rights away to our “Babylonian” government by making them 501 3Cs! What happens when there is Marshall Law?
I don’t know about you but I want to always be led by God’s holy spirit and do what He says to do and be who He says to be no matter if most get it, understand it, or if I’m persecuted or not! And if you have a prophetic gift it’s even worse for you! Prophets were never liked in the bible days either! I’ve been persecuted and attacked since day one of following Christ! It’s to be expected! But, great is my reward!
Matthew 5:43-45 “You have heard that it was said, ‘Love your neighbor and hate your enemy.’ But I tell you: Love your enemies and pray for those who persecute you, that you may be sons of your Father in heaven. He causes his sun to rise on the evil and the good, and sends rain on the righteous and the unrighteous.”
Matthew 5:11-12 “Blessed are you when people insult you, persecute you and falsely say all kinds of evil against you because of me. Rejoice and be glad, because great is your reward in heaven, for in the same way they persecuted the prophets who were before you.
Matthew 5:14-16 “You are the light of the world. A city on a hill cannot be hidden. 15Neither do people light a lamp and put it under a bowl. Instead they put it on its stand, and it gives light to everyone in the house. 16In the same way, let your light shine before men, that they may see your good deeds and praise your Father in heaven.”
I try to always be nice and respectful and let my light shine, especially in such a small town like here! I may run into them again! And if someone insults me or is rather rude I should turn the other cheek! Jesus wasn’t always pouplar either and He is who I represent! But, if you know me or one of these people mentioned above! I’m sorry I’m staying, if you like it or not!
If you live somewhere else and are a believer reading this, I am one person on one small corner of the globe. Jesus is the hope and the light we carry to this lost and dying world, we carry Him in our bodies! He is that close, to draw close and comfort us (the holy spirit is called the comforter), and fellowship with us and talk to us and lead us and guide us and direct us. We are His hands, His feet, His legs, we carry His message, He is the head who we follow! He leads us! He is the hope! We’re in the last days, a lot need to be brought the hope! The message! (1 Corinthians 12:12-27)
HEAVEN IN THE REAL WORLD
by Steven Curtis Chapman
I saw it again today in the face of a little child
Looking through the eyes of fear and uncertainty
It echoed in a cry for freedom across the street and across the miles
Cries from the heart to find the missing part
CHORUS
Where is the hope, where is the peace?
That will make this life complete
For every man, woman, boy, and girl
Looking for heaven in the real world
To stand in the pouring rain and believe the sun will shine again
To know that the grave is not the end
To feel the embrace of grace and cross the line where real life begins
And know in your heart you’ve found the missing part
CHORUS
There is a hope, there is a peace
That will make this life complete
For every man, woman, boy, and girl
Looking for heaven in the real world
Heaven in the real world
BRIDGE
It happened one night with a tiny baby’s birth
God heard creation crying and He sent heaven to earth
CHORUS
He is the hope, He is the peace
That will make this life complete
For every man, woman, boy and girl
Looking for heaven in the real world
(Chorus)
I’m not a big fan of Jesse Duplantis, however I really liked his message this week! I feel like him towards the devil! Also it is very funny like Jesse Duplantis always is! Worth watching! “Boldness-The Forgotten Ingredient” Please watch!:
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Thursday, July 15th, 2010 by Greg
I’m amazed I still have almost 90 subscribers to my blog! Because, I haven’t posted a lot of blogs lately in the last several months, every now and then, though. I’ve also in a lot of ways have been more quiet then I used to be online. Partly because I don’t have internet access at home or a computer at home right now.
I’ve also posted a few bulletins in the last several months asking for prayer. Some in desparation. Whcih could jeopardize some friendships I(not real one’s though) I guess!
The last several months have been a real struggle and challenge for me. No one said God putting you through trials, tribulations, storms and the Refiner’s Fire was easy. But, He does it to strengthen and grow us!
I just turned 28 yesterday, yesterday May 9th was my birthday. I feel a lot older then the place I’m really at in my life. I feel like I’m just beginning to start life and figure out who I really am! Those reading this who are older say I’m still young, maybe, I know others who are younger in certain areas are ahead of me.
I moved to Hot Springs, Arkansas within the last few months, even the move was challenging and hard. God literally recently told me Cincinnati, Ohio where I last lived was my Egypt. No one said your Exodus and finding your call is easy, nor life is easy! I know I’m a stronger better person now!
For the past several months that have been a real struggle and battle for me. I feel like things I want out of life and are hoping and believing and trusting God for are not happening when I want, sometimes I feel like they’re never going to happen, but I keep believing and trusting God, I guess I had to learn something first. Abraham had to wait 13 years for His promise in Isaac, so a year or two is really nothing in the overall general scheme of things! I know if God really said something it will be, though!
I look back at my life now and I can’t believe how weak I really was and how bad of shape I really was in! I guess I see it because I’ve gotten that much closer to God and that much stronger. And He hasv brought me through a lot and healed me of a lot!
My best friend other then Jesus said she knew the road hasn’t been easy for me! I’m embarassed by somethings that have happened or I’ve been through that it’s too hard to discuss! I’ve only been able to hold on sometimes because of my faith! My faith at times is all I had through the storms, trials and tribulations.
Jesus said apart from me you can do nothing. In so many ways I truly feel like that! I don’t know why at times God uses me in-person at the store, on the streets, online, etc. but He does. I really truly feel weak and a nobody without Him.
I don’t know why I’ve had faithful readers of my blog in the past and you faithful subscribers. I don’t know why some of you have cared what I had to say in certain Christian groups on Myspace. I don’t know why I’ve been a blessing, an encouragement and a light to so many! I don’t even know why some of choose to be my friends! Trust me folks I’m very weak! I’m honored anyways, but really christ gets the glory, He has really been crucifying my flesh so He can truly use me as a vessel!
All I know is I’m at a new place in my life and my walk with Christ and I have been given the blessing of a new start, a new beginning in a new place where God has called me! In some wyas I like Hot Springs, Arkansas in soem ways I don’t. All I know the doors really slammed in my face in Cincinnati and really opened here! Thanks, you folks are the real blessing, not me!
I’m looking forward to what God is about to do in the body of Christ and the church, what a blessing to just be part of it!
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Wednesday, July 14th, 2010 by Greg
I haven’t released this fully in public yet, but yes I do infact have a girlfriend, my first ever “real” girlfriend. I’ve liked girls or girls like me it was always one not mutual. Today we’ve been together two months. I asked her to be my girlfriend on June 20th. She loves me and I love her. We are so much alike, it’s like we are made for each other! We believe God wants us together! If he does nothing will stop it! I’ve never had someone that loves me for me not someone I have to be! This girl is incredible in every way! She’s beautiful inside and outside! It’s an awesome amazing story how God even brought us together! God is writing our love story for us! Her name is Mandy. I almost missed her! More later I’ll go in more detail and write more of my testimony and what God has been doing soon, been kind of busy! God bless!
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Wednesday, July 14th, 2010 by Greg
LOL Cincinnatians are whimps! j/k I grew up in Phoenix, Arizona for 26 years this is normal weather there. It’s supposed to be 100 today and tomorrow. Back down to the high 80s this weekend. They talk about humidity up here and not in Arizona, but 110 plus in Arizona is still miserable. It is hot here, but I do seem to be able to tolerate it more then a lot of other folks around here and accrding to the news. LOL I guess the record here on this date is 99 and it’s supposed to break it 100! when I was in Phoenix, Arizona back in 1991-1992 it hit 122 the record there and that was miserable! Phoenix, Arizona averages 110 and above all summer easily. And it never rains. Okay rarely. I’m still in what I feel is a prettier, cleanier place and where people are more friendly and not rude. It’s only going to be like these high 90s and 100s for a few days until the weekend it’s no biggie! Up until now it’s been a nice summer here to me, like 80s all summer and rain now and then. It will be back to 89 on Saturday so a few days is nothing not all summer that Phoenixians put up with it!
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Saturday, April 17th, 2010 by Greg
Most of you know I grew up in Phoenix, Arizona and now living in Cincinnati, Ohio permanently since July, but I visited out here a couple times before moving out here. I’m going to compare the two towns to show why I’m staying here and never going back to Phoenix, Arizona!
Cincinnati, Ohio-People are mostly friendly, outgoing, courteous. If you ask them how they’re doing or how’s they’re day going, they say “good, how are you?”
Phoenix, Arizona-People move there, people become mean and rude, even people from Ohio or anywhere in the midwest. People are always up in your business, asking you a million questions, controlling, manipulating, sending out signals and subliminal messages! You ask someone how they’re doing, or how’s your day going. They either look at you funny or meanly or they say “why do you want to know?”
Cincinnati, Ohio-It rains regularly, but not too much like the Pacific northwest. You can have a sunny day then clouds come in you get a nice storm, then the clouds go out and you have a sunny day again. Also people here know how to drive in rain.
Phoenix, Arizona-”What’s rain?” And when they do get it, they don’t know how to drive in it, and get it too hard all at once and streets are flooded!
Cincinnati, Ohio-The natural environment is green grass, green trees, green green, oh and did I say green?
Phoenix, Arizona-Brown, brown, brown, dead, dead, dead! People bring in unindingenous plants, like grass, palm trees, pine trees, but it’s still not a real solid dark green, dead green!
Cincinnati, Ohio-People know how to drive
Phoenix, Arizona-lets turn on a turn signal after we cut someone off and change lanes! Green means go, yellow means go really fast, and red means slam on your breaks! Or some people red means lets go through the light anyways! If you’re going 10 over the speed limit you’re going too slow, you’ll get honked at and flipped off!
Cincinnati, Ohio-70s-80s-90s for the summer!
Phoenix, Arizona-70s-80s-90s for the spring, 100-teens for the summer!
Cincinnati, Ohio-Paramount King’s Island a real amusement park, many rides!
Phoenix, Arizona-Castles N Coasters a dinky little amusement park with an arcade, two small roller coasters, bumper boats and go karts only!
Cincinnati, Ohio-hills and twisty roads
Phoenix, Arizona-flat land and mountains off in the distance, one giant grid of straight street after straight street, wonders how anyone gets lost there?
Cincinnati, Ohio-lots of land it’s common to have a Wal-Mart or a shopping center or a house with woods behind it
Phoenix, Arizona-Who needs land? We’re about asphalt and more asphalt! Homes are made so close where we can and like to look in other people’s backyards!
Cincinnati, Ohio-good looking nice women!
Phoenix, Arizona-all the good looking women it seems are rich snobs, and the one’s you have a chance with it seems are drug addicts!
Cincinnati, Ohio-Real old-style family values
Phoenix, Arizona-Who needs family? And if you do believe in family values you better move way on the outskirts of town like Chandler, Gilbert, northwest Glendale, Peoria, Buckeye!
Cincinnati, Ohio-good banks: US Bank, PNC Bank, Key Bank, Fifth Third Bank
Phoenix, Arizona-the world’s worst banks!: Bank of America, Wells Fargo, Chase Bank
Cincinnati, Ohio-downtown is fun
Phoenix, Arizona-downtown is boring
Cincinnati, Ohio-The Cincinnati Bengals
Phoenix, Arizona-The Arizona Cardinals! I think Ohio State college football team could beat them!
Cincinnati, Ohio-sources of water; the mighty Ohio River, ponds, lakes
Phoenix, Arizona-the dirty Salt River (little stream), creeks you don’t even know are there like Skunk Creek unless you get a rare rain storm. Again, what’s rain?
Cincinnati, Ohio-decent city tap water
Phoenix, Arizona-You’d have to be crazy to drink the city tap water! I did once skin was peeling off my hands, and sinuses for weeks and I thought I began seeing things from the chemicals in it!
Cincinnati, Ohio-clean fresh air, the air is usually washed out by rain storms
Phoenix, Arizona-anyone say smog? Anyone say allergies? Anyone say illness? Anyone say dirt?
Cincinnati, Ohio-buildings can look different and unique
Phoenix, Arizona-lets build all of the buildings and homes to look the same
Cincinnati, Ohio-Speedway!
Phoenix, Arizona-Circle-K, must I say more?
Cincinnati, Ohio-Meijer
Phoenix, Arizona-What’s Meijer?
Cincinnati, Ohio-main headquarters for Kroger
Phoenix, Arizona-we’re not cool enough so we named our Kroger stores Fry’s!
Cincinnati, Ohio-main headquarters for Proctor & Gamble, makes lots of things!
Phoenix, Arizona-suburb Scottsdale main headquarters for Dial soap
Cincinnati, Ohio-We’re so cool we don’t even have banana trees, but yet we’re still the main headquarters for Chiquita Banana
Phoenix, Arizona-We’re the main headquarters for illegal immigrants and we help them more then some of or own citizens because secretly we’re trying to become Mexico again!
Cincinnati, Ohio-blacks are the minority, whites are the majority and what’s a Hispanic? (they’re here but not like Phoenix!)
Phoenix, Arizona-Whites are the minority, Hispanics are the majority
Cincinnati, Ohio-White Castle Burgers
Phoenix, Arizona-I think Ive heard of the movie White Castle before?
Cincinnati, Ohio-Skyline Chili
Phoenix, Arizona-What’s Skyline Chili?
Cincinnati, Ohio-Steak N Shake
Phoenix, Arizona-What’s Steak N Shake?
Cincinnati, Ohio-HH Gregg
Phoenix, Arizona-What’s HH Gregg?
Cincinnati, Ohio-Bob’s Big Boy
Phoenix, Arizona-We’re not cool enough we call Bob’s Big Boy, JB’s
Cincinnati, Ohio-People don’t run their headlights all hours of the day
Phoenix, Arizona-People run their headlights and flash their headlights at you all hours of the day!
Cincinnati, Ohio-Dicks’ Sporting Goods!
Phoenix, Arizona-Dick’s I once heard is a gay strip joint in Phoenix off of Van Buren or Washington somewhere like that, near downtown!
Cincinnati, Ohio-Golden Corral
Phoenix, Arizona-What’s Golden Corral?
Cincinnati, Ohio-cars are fairly cheap
Phoenix, Arizona-cars are more expensive!
Cincinnati, Ohio-homes can all look different and even can be Victorian Style
Phoenix, Arizona-homes are stucco and tile roofs and are all the same!
Cincinnati, Ohio-locals don’t realize it but gas prices ain’t bad
Phoenix, Arizona-What have you gone mad?!?!?! I ain’t spending that much on gas!
Cincinnati, Ohio-good churches
Phoenix, Arizona-a few okay churches
Cincinnati, Ohio surrounded by many little towns with land in between
Phoenix, Arizona-Oh I’m in a new city now? I would have never known? Glendale, Tempe, Peoria, Mesa, etc? I would have never known I changed cities? It looked like one giant town that never ends! And one giant piece of asphalt!
Cincinnati, Ohio-University of Cincinnati and Xavier University, Ohio State 2 hours away in Columbus!
Phoenix, Arizona-Arizona State University in Tempe a suburb, must I say more?
Cincinnati, Ohio-malls are nice
Phoenix, Arizona-malls are also nice
Cincinnati, Ohio-people mind their own business
Phoenix, Arizona-People’s lives aren’t exciting enough so they ask everyone else a million questions and like to stir up trouble, gossip, bear flase witness even your own family!
Cincinnati, Ohio-It’s peaceful and quiet and the atmosphere feels normal
Phoenix, Arizona-heavy witchcraft! Something ain’t right in the air? Lots of mind control!
Last but not least!
Cincinnati, Ohio-I’m there
Phoenix, Arizona-I’m not there! lol
And the only thing I can think of which is better about Phoenix
Phoenix, Arizona-The awesome NBA basketball team the Phoenix Suns!
Cincinnati, Ohio-No NBA basketball team you have to go to a University of Cincinnati Bearcats game, or root on the Cleveland Cavaliers on the other end of the state, but no one likes Cleveland for some reason here anyways!
lol Man I had fun with this blog! If you’re from Phoenix I hope you took no real offense but as you can see I don’t like my hometown much!
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Saturday, April 17th, 2010 by Greg
I’ve been having a really rough week in general it wasn’t just the Myspace group. It’s mostly stuff in-person, eh? Cyberspace, who cares? It’s mostly in-person stuff! Truthfully it’s been more like the past month or so but this week a lot more so! I didn’t do anything to deserve what I’m going through and I’m not willfully sinning, I’m walking close with God, so I’m not ashamed to admit it publicly. Just in-general it seems like one attack after another is coming in my life! Sometimes you don’t do anything it just happens! Sometimes it’s a test to trust Him more and have faith look at Job! So, yes I could use all of your prayers my true friends! Thanks! I have accountability people in my life they know what’s going on and I’ve spoke with them you all I just need your prayers! Truthfully I think it’s happening because God is about ready to do something in my life! There’s always a light at the end of the tunnel!
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Sunday, April 11th, 2010 by Greg
I felt like doing another useless poll! lol
The Most Personal Quiz, Ever.
1. Who were you with last night?
church family, I had church service last night
2. What woke you up this morning?
My darn roommate!
3. Where are you?
My bedroom
4. Is tomorrow going to be a good day?
Maybe
5. Did you kiss or hug anyone today?
No
8. When’s the last time you cried?
Today with God
__The PAST round__
10. Ever thrown up in public?
Yes
11. What activities did you do while in school?
Went to class!
Clubs/Teams: None
12. What’s [who] on your mind RIGHT NOW?
That’s a secret.
__The FUTURE round__
13. would you take a bullet for anyone?
yes
14. Where would you like to live?
Same state Ohio but more in the country in a big house with a big yard
15. What kind of home would you like?
Quite and peaceful and clean
16. What do you want to be when you grow up?
I am grown up
17. Where do you see yourself in 5 years?
Married, 3 kids, large worldwide business and ministry
18. Do you want to get married?
YES! Definitely!
__The MYSPACE round__
20.) do you like myspace?
Yes
21.) do you like anyone on your top?
No
22.) do you comment the person you like alot?
No
23. who was the last person that left you a comment?
CyberRev?
24. Are you good friends with this person?
No
25. How often do you log in to myspace?
Daily
27. Do you like candy necklaces?:
Sometimes.
28. When was the last time you fell over or ran into something?
I don’t remember
29. Do you listen to music every day?
yes!!!!!!!!!!!
30. Do you still go trick or treating?
no
31. What was the last thing you ate?:
rice and chicken
32. Are you a fast typer?:
Yes
34. What are you doing tonight?:
working on my Myspace’s
35. Whats your type of SODA?
Dr Pepper, Pepsi, Cherry Coke
36. Have you ever moved?
Yes even to a different state, Ohio is way better then Arizona any day!
37. Have you ever won an award? What for?
Yes
38. Do you do any sports?
Bowling and pool/billiards are my best! lol
39. What do you want to do right now?
Seriously? Go on a date! lol
40. Are you listening to music right now?
Yes
41. Do you like someone?:
Yes
42. Do you like Dr. Phil or Oprah better?:
Oprah
43. How many days til your birthday?
Exactly? Not sure! but 3 months! May 9th!
44. When were you the saddest in your whole life?:
When I was 16 and had serious depression!
46. Do you use EBay to buy or sell?
Both
47. What makes you pissed off?
liars, gossips, people who bear false witness
49. What song makes you cry?
The ending song to the movie Pay it Forward of course the movie scene is probably partly why!
50. What song makes you happy?
Lots!
51. What do you like to listen to before you go to bed?
Silence
52. Do you have a job?
Yes!
53. What does Your CD player have in it right now?
Nothing I use my Ipod most!
54. If you were a crayon what color would you be?
lol I don’t know a blue one
55. What makes you happy?
To be loved and appreciated and complimented
56. Did you have a good day?
So far, no.
57. What’s the next CD you’re gonna get?
Not sure! Looking to buy the rare college release Frail demos on Ebay then I’ll have literally all of their CDs!
[appearance]
[Hair Color:] blonde
[Eye Color:] hazel (blue-green)
[Piercings:] 0
[Tattoos:] 0
[wearing right now: ] black dress shirt, black dress pants
[What song are you listening to?] An old 80s song I ant to be a clone by Steve Taylor
[What taste is in your mouth?] chicken
[How are you?] right now? Annoyed at my roommate
[Get motion sickness?] Yes
[Have a bad habit?] Yes
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